A stupid ~me

Lately become so emo,

yea, it does really happen something that i never expected.

I just can say i am a person who will be easily concentrate on someone...

It is not a problem that is either good or bad to have such personality,

But I suggest not to be a person same like me,

As the one who will be suffering is yourself but not the person u care him/ her so much.

You wont revenge on him even after he treat bad for return.

Then what can you do in order to avoid yourself being harm?

It is very easy, and u just need to be rational...

Actually it is very hard to do it as I am the sample that u can see...

I am the most stupid person in the world as always getting harm even I have get through this more than you expected.

I have never learn the lesson before and repeating the same thing again at the end...

So what would get at the end?

I can tell you... You are really damn stupid... that's all..

So what is the point for me to repeat it?

Just because it is me and ...OK...

Not i dont want to be more rational, not because i am very stubborn,

just because i really cant change it ...........

Nothing can help me, the one who can help me is myself...

see when there is a miracle happen on me and make myself be smarter!

Ok, i am really sad now....

just hope myself can disappear for a while and become a powerful pooi yin again the next day!

最近迷恋的电视剧

现在热播的连续剧。。。谈情说案！

当我知道这套连续剧要播放的时候，那种兴奋的感觉难以形容。

熟悉我的朋友，就知道我很迷恋林莑。

他总是给我一种大男孩，但是又很腼腆的感觉。。。每当他笑的时候，总有种让我怦然心动的感觉。

哈哈。。。我知道这已经是一种病态了。

不过，这种病态就让我维持到这套戏播放完毕再说！

直到目前为止，最让我难忘的一幕是当林莑向杨怡表白的时候。

杨怡的表情让人感到好笑。

她那种就像忽然间中了头奖的感觉-让人无法相信，就如置身于梦中。

就算证实了，却让人有种不是很踏实的感觉。

现实中的自己，何尝也不希望自己有遭一日真的“中了头奖”呢？

不过这种机率真的还罕见过遇到UFO.

林莑的歌，百听不厌=）

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主唱∶林峯
作曲∶邓智伟
填词∶张美贤
编曲：Johnny Yim
监制：邓智伟

记得当时谁路过　秒针忽然停顿过
气温湿度曾骤变太多
记忆不停重叠过　你的表情提示过
爱的　可能是我

想法太乱　幻觉太多
疑虑很大　直到说不清楚
心算太慢　但仍然算错
找对人　偏错过

＊直到开始想喜欢我　直到终於不喜欢我
　直到碰上一个　逃避一个
　追不上　躲不过
　直到开始找不到我　直到终於不想找我
　直到你擦身过　才认得我
　彼此也在折磨　像当初＊

想法太乱　直觉对麼
疑虑很大　直到爱不清楚
当这世上　全怀疑我错
总有人　相信我

*记得十扑，十扑这套戏哦~

Murmur

Hi, I am back~

Totally has no idea why i am so busy lately...

Summore just make myself to engage in a complicated matter....

I dont know why suddenly so many things come to me,

I just wish to be simple and happy with my busy but simple life now.

I am really satisfy with it.

But dont know since when,

I have started to think so much...

It's just because I require for so much?

Maybe...

Sigh, always have nothing to share but just my complaint...............

I hope it will back to normal...

phon, just try not to think so much k?

Nice Trip in Ipoh

These two months I am damn busy because of my work.

I know I have started to complaint about my job since three months before.

However, I am really appreciate and feel lucky that I am one of the family members in GT.

This week i just went to my Ipoh client's company.

I really have to say that " He is such a good client and Director that I have never met !"

I went to Melaka outstation about one week before, since that time I have bad impression on outstation.

But now i have totally change my mind that actually outstation is not that bad and even can gain more experience =)

The client will fetch us to work and back to hotel everyday and we dont need to spend any money at all during the week in Melacca as the client will bring us for lunch and dinner.

Summore the client will explain any of our question and is really really cooperate with us!

I damn like this Director!

But just heard a bad news from my dear which my firm has merged the blue group wif yellow and red.

As normally our yellow group will have off peak soon but now..............................

I totally cant imagine since some of the blue group clients have been transferred to yellow.

But nevermind, I have in faith on myself that I can get over with all of these things!

=)

April

HIHI...

Almost one month didn't updated my blog...

By the way, my convo is coming soon.

It is really sad to say that I just get 2-2 at the end and some of my friends cant graduate with me at the same time.

What can I do is just wish them all the best and they can overcome it.

The feeling is quite complicated lately.

I have been get used with my audit life...and start to like it.

Not because of the work load just the colleagues are nice (although just some of them).

And my group have 2 staffs are going to leave soon,

one is mei yee, she taught me a lot and she is nice...I like her style.

but she is going to leave soon and quite sad to know about that, as i was getting closer with her when that week we going to client office tgt.

Another is my supervisor, called ailing.... i think she leaves is because she feels no more challenges in this line.

Hmm...audit, i still feel strange to it but still have to get used with it.

Although my company culture is not that good, I still can accept.

Feeling like wana go back to my college life, but not sure what to study and be frank,

money is the main problem.

And i will getting a car soon, it is another liability to me as well.

Suddenly feel like getting elder is not as good as what i thought be4.

I have to bear a lot of responsibilities.

Have to say that I am not a small kid anymore...

another journey is waiting for me...

So far, what i can say is... i start to get used with my life now.

Hope myself still can be sociable as b4 when study in college!

Is another suffer week

This is another week that i feel suffer.

Not because of ann is not here, just feeling stress when i know this week i got to work with a senior,

who seem like always showing black face.

She really give me such impression, not only to me, but also to funny xiangyang.

I thought she will squeeze me and wont teach me anything and all working papers got to DIY.

However, at the end of the day,

I found out she is really nice, and willing to teach (but not good in explaining)..........XD

She let me try some working papers! but i feel myself very paiseh to ask client question.

Especially sometimes i feel the increase or decrease in some expenses is not a question that suppose to be asked.

But I have to! otherwise i will kena hood.

And this week i heard a lot of friends are going to resign, mainly due to they dont like repetitive works, or going to further study.

I have been thinking of such question for so many days, and there is no reason for me to resign that soon.

By the way, I really have nightmares these few weeks

Always dream about my life, my works..........

Is it because of I am really too stress?

I hope not since I feel i am the happiest one compare to those who work in audit line as well.

OK, dont hood me, even though I almost leave office at 6pm everyday.

Really hope that all of us can get through with the suffer life now~

怎么办？

短短两个月，

却像是经历了无数个月。

“当上帝为你关闭一扇门时，就会为你开启另一扇门。”

这句话，在这个月里，是我对自己，也对别人常说的一句话。

每样事情，都有好坏。

但是，幸运之神，却不是常常眷顾我们。

有时太过眷顾，却会让自己更加的害怕。

自己太过于执着某些事情，

反而会让自己更加痛苦。

本来很想把事情缩小来看，

但是一经外来刺激，那样事情却会自然的变大，推翻自己之前所想的。

这就是我自己。

还以为自己改变很多，把很多事情都看的比较轻，

其实只是不愿面对。

唉，我该何去和从呢？