Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Is another suffer week

This is another week that i feel suffer.
Not because of ann is not here, just feeling stress when i know this week i got to work with a senior,
who seem like always showing black face.
She really give me such impression, not only to me, but also to funny xiangyang.
I thought she will squeeze me and wont teach me anything and all working papers got to DIY.

However, at the end of the day,
I found out she is really nice, and willing to teach (but not good in explaining)..........XD
She let me try some working papers! but i feel myself very paiseh to ask client question.
Especially sometimes i feel the increase or decrease in some expenses is not a question that suppose to be asked.
But I have to! otherwise i will kena hood.

And this week i heard a lot of friends are going to resign, mainly due to they dont like repetitive works, or going to further study.
I have been thinking of such question for so many days, and there is no reason for me to resign that soon.

By the way, I really have nightmares these few weeks
Always dream about my life, my works..........
Is it because of I am really too stress?

I hope not since I feel i am the happiest one compare to those who work in audit line as well.
OK, dont hood me, even though I almost leave office at 6pm everyday.
Really hope that all of us can get through with the suffer life now~

Sunday, February 28, 2010

怎么办?

短短两个月,
却像是经历了无数个月。

“当上帝为你关闭一扇门时,就会为你开启另一扇门。”
这句话,在这个月里,是我对自己,也对别人常说的一句话。
每样事情,都有好坏。

但是,幸运之神,却不是常常眷顾我们。
有时太过眷顾,却会让自己更加的害怕。

自己太过于执着某些事情,
反而会让自己更加痛苦。
本来很想把事情缩小来看,
但是一经外来刺激,那样事情却会自然的变大,推翻自己之前所想的。

这就是我自己。

还以为自己改变很多,把很多事情都看的比较轻,
其实只是不愿面对。

唉,我该何去和从呢?

Saturday, February 20, 2010

追逐,等待。

似乎在追着些什么,
似乎在等待些什么。

感觉它似乎在自己的手中,
感觉它似乎并不在掌握中。

我应该等待些什么,
我应该放弃些什么。

原地踏步,并不是自己想要的。
跨越极限,却又是自己要的吗?


Tuesday, February 16, 2010

HAPPY CNY

haha....is damn funnyla.......
I have accidentally deleted all my posts........
but nvm..... just start all over again.

Time pass really fast and today is nian chu san.
I really damn regret that I dint apply 3 days leaves.
As i feel i have not enough time to meet up my friends.
And this year is a challenge year to me.
I have just started my working life 2 weeks ago and "resign" come to my minds when the first day i work in GT.
I really cant believe that I dont even have my own seat in the office.
But i have started to get used with that few days later.

I always thought that I can easy to fit myself into a new environment and make new friends.
And I very willing to stay longer in the office and work OT.
But if my OT will disrupt my plan, I'm really really cant accept it and make my upset.
I start to feel i have lose my own life and lose something I wish to have although I just start my working life.
This is so called "audit life" (which also mean no life).........

There are a lot of uncertainties now.
I wish myself can handle it very well.......

By the way, GONG XI FA CAI and wish you all have a prospect year!!!!!




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